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Welcome! This is a place to share how we celebrate & deepen our relationship to Nature. Here you will find stories, images, & ideas about wilderness, human nature, & soulfulness. Drawing from the experiences of everyday living, the topics on this blog include: forays into the natural world, the writing life, community service, meditation, creativity, grief & loss, inspiration, & whatever else emerges from these. I invite you on this exploration of the wild within & outside of us: the inner/outer landscape.



Friday, February 17, 2012

Big Enough


Great Blue Heron Pausing During Low Tide Feast

Complexity needs space, room to breathe. It does not like simple, tidy “answers” that box it in. Complexity also requires that we approach it with a multiplicity of understandings, disciplines, and practices. The moment we begin to break Complexity down into its parts, forgetting the music those parts create when they are strung together, Complexity flinches. She moves away.

Complexity is far-ranging, like a nomad – present in the moment of that place but always on the move.

Complexity shows herself in every aspect of our lives, and perhaps is Life itself:

A pair of eagles high in the neighbor’s tree yesterday who one moment seemed so 
still and rooted, but the next minute had vanished.

Monthly bills that are paid for now, but always swimming in the muck of economic
unsustainability.

That deep, perfect connection with an acquaintance over a steaming cup of coffee 
which cools so soon into inconvenient boredom.

The grieving friend whose ever-shifting emotions take her on journeys into 
confusion; other ungrieved losses; a search for the walking stick that can support 
her climb up the winding, slippery, partly-obscured trail.  

The old, sick, loved one whose future is in the hands of others who find no simple
solutions or desirable choices when keeping him safe might mean extinguishing his 
spirit.

The wrenching, painful edge between compassion for a dear one suffering with 
mental illness and the excruciating emotional fallout of the disease’s impact on close
relationships. 

Pair of Bald Eagles Next Door

Oh, sure; we can say a person, place, situation or thing is some way or another. Our human need and tendency is to make things comprehensible, which is to say “knowable” and “safe.” It is much simpler if things remain as we understand them right now. Tidy. Uncomplicated. Definable. Static. Perhaps this is why the ever-changing nature of Nature (and thus, Life) throws us into dis-ease, chaos, confusion, imbalance…But can we really know anything very deeply if we have to cage it like a panda behind bars in the zoo, depriving him of his very wild nature to roam through “bear time” and vast “bambooey spaces”? The best we can do, the most intimate we can become with Complexity - a gene in the organism we call Life – is to greet it widely and freely as it is in any single moment.

Can we get big enough (broad perspectives and an open, supple heart) to hold Complexity’s wildness?  Better yet, can we live with the discomfort of roaming the wilderness that is Complexity’s rightful homeland? Can we, in turn, embrace our own tentative relationship to Complexity, which is to say, our own relationship with our human nature: flaws, beauty, fears, inconsistencies and all?


Low Tide Glory and Mt Rainier




All blog photographs taken by Jennifer J. Wilhoit unless otherwise noted.