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Welcome! This is a place to share how we celebrate & deepen our relationship to Nature. Here you will find stories, images, & ideas about wilderness, human nature, & soulfulness. Drawing from the experiences of everyday living, the topics on this blog include: forays into the natural world, the writing life, community service, meditation, creativity, grief & loss, inspiration, & whatever else emerges from these. I invite you on this exploration of the wild within & outside of us: the inner/outer landscape.



Friday, April 18, 2014

I Am Just In This Body

Glorious body allows me to touch the dewy clover, noticing changes in temperature, aridity; fingers interwoven in blades of grass, in petals of greenearthmatter.

Receptive body gives me the only chance I have to smell and then remember an echo of some other flowery time, sweet and exhilarating, from my early littlegirlness.

Listening body waits for that new nest in the carport to explode in soundwaves, singing? recounting the day? reverberating along cement and wood structures. And that hummingbird who just arrived – his beating movement.dull-but-audible-sound the only alert to her presence.

Savory bodytongue salivates wet down my chin as the sliced avocado, fruit of this tree rooted under my feet, yellow olive green flesh is scooped out soft rich oily and feeds my own anticipating corpus. The taste an opening of heaven, a walkthroughparadise.

Enthusiastic body giggles with the everfluid sunset, sunrise, hovering, watching over, tending, making seamless and delightful all that lives beneath its light. Rudefreewayfades as sight moves toward sky opening in tenderwavesofcolor, lumpy and intensifying like oil pastels but better because I cannot see the Artist’s hand move.

I am just in this full fleshy earthandsoilandsaltwaterandstargems body as a bliss. As perfection. As joy. As the prickling pierces of fine.point.sorrow. As a fleeting being, then shadow, then memory, then whisper, then nothing. But for just this one small glimpse at life that I wake up to each morning in the breezy cold before dawn - I will laugh or cry, find silliness or profundity, and move through the earth, on the soils of this land that hold, feed, hug, sing and make beauty just by Being.

Birds.Snails.Poppies.Bark.Riverwater.Wind.Leaves-scooped-by-ritualmaking-hands-into-humps-of-pathways-that-become-the-defining-edges-of-a-spiral.

Held by the sustaining warmth of the sun and the midnight bloodred eclipsed full moon that hovers watches tends makesWHOLE the expanse of my sleepy jacketoverpajamas donned for midnightthirty heavens-watching body. I will wake up again. I will touch&smell&hear&taste&see. I will use all those senses that just this body gives me and move my legs over the hilly landscape of breathing life that is my resting place.




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