5th
Feb: sooo dark and very early.
saw amazing stars the night before last when we were getting into the car after
flight. so these really early wake-ups are all about coffee, incense, and a
candle. one old simple rocker. this journal. the heater blazing. and about
quiet. total and utter solitude, and quiet.
8th
Feb: three yards from a heron,
watching. frozen still. enjoying. ever so slowly inching forward. but no need
to crowd him or us. apparently he’s this year's baby and not as timid as the
others – so one local said. people behind me on the pier respected my enjoyment
of the heron by not venturing forward – too close to scare him off. i was so
enraptured with his long, blowing feathers, piercing eye, and impossibly-long
bill that i nearly forgot to check the sunset colors.
i looked
up and saw the entire cascades range bathed in the sweetest blanket of pink:
thick, soft, totally-enveloping. and then a rainbow appeared – wide and
striking – right through the pink thick color – up through it – and down into
it. almost a pink rainbow. the water stretched out below me and out of the edge
of land seemed to grow that rainbow…the reflection out into the water
unmistakably “waterbow.”
10th
Feb: two mornings in a row of
utterly beautiful sunrises. yesterday’s featured copper – liquid, luminescent.
today’s was the florescent red with deep pinks, coral, the most gorgeous
off-white, and strands of gold. calm exhilaration. soothing. the joy of living
in a place like this continues to consume me.
It doesn’t take fancy words or complex concepts to convey a
relationship with something larger than ourselves. It certainly doesn’t require
capitalization, proper spelling, conformity to grammar and mechanics.
Nature doesn’t ask us to write out long tomes or verifiable
fact; nor does Abidance require us to spend forty-two hours in order to meticulously
craft our notion of written perfection about nature’s miracles.
These hastily-scribbled, barely-legible snippets from my actual
journal are about nothing other than paying attention. Being open. And cherishing
the subtle shifts of light and shadow, breeze, boughs, beak.
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