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Friday, July 1, 2016

Northern Flicker

He’s in the woodpecker section of my Sibley field guide. I know him. And I know he’s a “him” by the red on his cheek; male birds get to wear the adornments and finery. In fact, I’ve known his kin for years and years.

But never have I seen an injured one. He is though, and my dog insistently follows him with her nose as I clean up after her in the yard: human following dog following bird. But I call her away because his loud retort sounds unkind or afraid, and her nearly fifty pounds is no match for his six ounces of featheriness.

I urge my dog away from could-be prey and secure her in the house; this releases him to hop around the yard, apparently unable to fly but with no visible injury. He scurries. He hides. I scurry myself - to get my camera for the most phenomenal photo; I am not sure he really likes having his picture taken, though. I forgot to ask first.

Though realizing that my anthropomorphized compassion and ego are animating me, I discover what flickers eat – ants, gathered from the folds of the earth. I consider gathering ants for this guy, wondering how many he’d need to feel sated. I laugh at myself and know that he is mobile, even if not able to fly…he can certainly forage for himself.

Later, my concern gets the better of me when I return to the yard and see him panting, huddled, in the grass. Inside, I scavenge for shallow plastic containers and find that the plastic ice cream pint lid is just about right for water; I have already learned that seeds and fruits are other foods the flicker might eat so I chop up a beautiful strawberry into flicker-sized bites and pour a few sunflower seeds to the side – place them on another plastic lid and transport them to within a few yards of Flicker.

Spying with binoculars through the window, I see he is ignoring my offering and hopping in some other direction, intent on the ants-project, I guess. After my final appointment of the day, I wander back outside and Flicker is nowhere in sight, not even hiding in the few areas he’d huddled earlier. I wishfully think that he has been restored to flight wellness and gone off to wherever his intentional burrow is. And then I check the food dishes: strawberry bits askew, seeds – every last single one – gone! I see a robin across the yard who is, oddly, interested in me; perhaps she is responsible and I ask her: Did you eat those seeds, Robin? (Just for the record: no response.)

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I gathered facts in Sibley’s tome and online, prepared some food, watched with binoculars, downloaded his image: these were the best seventy-five minutes of my day. Though it distracted me from a few “urgent” work deadlines, somehow abiding with Flicker felt more important. 

An opportunity. A gift. A dance. A sigh.



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