Welcome!

Welcome! This is a place to share how we celebrate & deepen our relationship to Nature. Here you will find stories, images, & ideas about wilderness, human nature, & soulfulness. Drawing from the experiences of everyday living, the topics on this blog include: forays into the natural world, the writing life, community service, meditation, creativity, grief & loss, inspiration, & whatever else emerges from these. I invite you on this exploration of the wild within & outside of us: the inner/outer landscape.



Friday, January 18, 2013

Cracks through which a broad view emerged

boulder in lake

Waxing moon tilted into a fat smiling mouth

Palest pink veneer on the Western sky at sunrise

Coal gray silhouettes of deciduous tree branches against the milky gray end-of-night sky, clumps of old leaves cling still in orblike bunches

Sound of a dog’s paws crunching hard-frosted grass blades

Muted winter sunlight at midday, the frigid air blanketing the sun

Hands buried in cold thin wet grass and mud

Orion guiding a host of giddy, glittery constellations across thick black bedtime heavens

Hawks on power wires – sentries or companions or leaders down the narrow road

Powerfully ice cold “twentysomething F” air filling my throat, nearly enveloping my corpus inside-to-outside

New hatch of miniscule milky gray insects thick in a pocket under citrus tree

Looking at, then remembering gratitude for, the tall old ragged conifer in the front yard

Fecund flooded swamp alongside the highway as I walk across the overpass

Desiccated, partly-consumed chick on pavement below tree, scooting it into fallen leaves as a respectful “burial”

Western blue bird resting on branch, song-talk draws attention

Grapefruit sized oranges fallen in yard in various states of dry, frozen, mush

Amber glistening sap chunked onto fallen bark

Vast open land leads my eye, or my heart, to the Western cantaloupe sunset ridge:  how my own life has such a vaster spaciousness and my inner landscape is broad, interconnected, textured, brilliant

oozing, rubbery, shoestring sap

Each one of these lasted but moments; the heady construct of “time” cannot measure – though - the wealth, the richness, holding my awareness. “Time” is irrelevant, however brief or long. It is the quality of the moment that holds value. Over the past week, these tiny measured bits of my day only total to a few minutes. But the significance of their presence, and my willingness to pay attention, paint broad strokes of meaning into my workday. Even my dreams have been impacted:  swimming with and stroking dolphins and whales, the raccoon-otter at the edge of my unconscious reverie, the bobbing around in the middle of an ocean, the burnt dreamscape derived from the actual one in the news article I read earlier that day…Somehow these fragments of experience elongate, impervious to matters temporal, adding spaciousness to this life.

It seems that the only sacred act really asked of us is to be aware, to pay attention to all the tiny bits that sew together the larger scraps of our lives. From that simple act of being comes all the rest:  compassion, integrity, peace…

handprint in mud

All blog photographs taken by Jennifer J. Wilhoit unless otherwise noted.